That is Heaven,
I can feel you only
From the ghost inside me that
Knows you exist, somewhere
Obscure and inaccessible.
Makes you here
But the longing
Is still too real.
If you have been following my blog, you may have gotten an inkling that I feel like I’m too far away from the water. I crave the ocean. My husband and I are planning a trip to visit it.
But seriously, to go to the lake, it’s an hour drive. To go to the beach, it’s 5 hour drive. That’s ridiculous to me.
But visiting the beach, and dreaming of the beach, is starting to not be enough for me. I have an urge to make a drastic change and move there!! I want it.
The problem is, two have to agree to big decisions in a marriage, and my husband is not ready to do that yet. This is one of the first times we don’t really see eye-to-eye. I say, why wait to make our dreams come true?! Because I know he wants to live near the beach, too. He’s said it before that it’s a dream location. But he’s thinking “maybe” in 5-10 years, which seems too long for me.
So I must hang on to prayers and hope that one day soon, he will feel the call of the ocean like I do.
Wish us luck! 😉 Your prayers are welcome, too. I’ll do the same for you, just let me know what to pray for!